True Friends

True Friends

Everybody knows how hard it is to find a true friend these days. Searching high and low, Getting involved with new people, putting yourself out there and having your emotions on the line waiting for somebody who understands. It’s not the easiest task in life. Some people have a best friend they grew up with or a circle of friends who just ‘get you’. As wonderful as that is, I always believed it’s best to get to know yourself as a person before you can decide who to share your interests with.

 Rapidly approaching 19 I can honestly say I have finally found a true friend. I haven’t had much luck in my life so far. But having him here has made my decisions a hell of a lot easier. We didn’t really get off to a great start in all honesty. He’s probably reading this now thinking ‘what a soft bitch’ Truth is he’s the best friend a person could ask for. D’ya know when you really care about someone and you want to tell them but you feel like a bit of a dick? Well... I feel like a massive idiot right now!  There’s been quite a few times where I honestly believed I wasn’t going to make it through the night but he’s been there every step of the way. Having someone as close to your heart as this is truly terrifying, Not because I have to put in effort to be there for him because I’d do it in a heartbeat, but because life can change in seconds and I know I could lose him in a matter of minutes.

 I know I usually write about things I can answer myself, this was just to say thank you for being so amazing.

 I have an ambition – I want to be a journalist, I want to be published, A few months back I would of climbed Everest a lot easier. But he convinced me to start a blog, he told me my writing was good enough. I’m sure he’s also to blame for people wasting time reading my blogs, but at least I took a step forward. Infact right now I’m writing this on a piece of paper in the middle of a library, now 2 months ago I’d still be hiding away at home watching TV instead of sitting here writing. That’s all thanks to him giving me the inspiration to write this.

 I’m at a point now where I’m absolutely terrified to take another step forward in case everything shatters but at least I know he’s there for support.

 This is probably the most pathetic thing I’ve ever done but whatever. Basically all I’m trying to say is I have the most amazing BEST friend a person could ever ask for and anybody who ever has the privilege of meeting him should feel honoured.

 I suggest anybody who has had or still has a friend like mine don’t be stupid and take them for granted because I don’t what I’d do if I lost him.